March 2009
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My block will be permitted tomorrow and I'm going...
I spent the weekend at my parents in hopes to feel better. I don’t. I am sad. Not “I want to be drunk all the time sad” but “I want to lie in my bed and cry with the lights off and never go to work and never get on the bus in fear that I might start bawling at any time and I can’t listen to any song right now because I really do start crying but thank god in heaven...